I am removing my blog.

Good bye

7/27:
On second thought, I am not removing my blog. I spent many late nights writing my innermost thoughts and feelings here and if some people don't like it...don't read it.
I have been brutally honest in my postings about how I am feeling at any given moment in time. This is my therapy. I do not scream, or throw things, or hit walls/ people, or let my feelings simmer inside until they explode at an inappropriate time. I do not hold grudges or have resentment towards people. I vent with my words, I get over it, and I'm done. That's how I work...and it's healthy for me. Hell, a lot more people would be mentally stable if they did the same thing. It's good to get your true, unabridged feelings out. Then you can examine them, decided what's important and move on with life.
I refuse to stand still emotionally and live with regret.